Ripe?

Things growing are not ripe until their season,
So I, being young, till now ripe not to reason.
And, touching now the point of human skill,
Reason becomes the marshall to my will,
And leads me to your eyes, where I o'erlook
Love's stories written in love's richest book.

.::dramatizations: Fate::.

Here's another reach for your heart and mind.

From Jen (02/2005)
When It Hurt So Bad (2000)
Fate

fakers

What happened to you being there thru thick and thin. And you holdin my hand and walkin with me thru the pain within What happened to you alwayz being there. Don't think I can't tell that you don't care ReAl ReCoGnIzE rEaL.....AnD YoU LoOkIn LyK A StRaNgEr all you fake ass bitches, you can kiss my ass stay da fuck away from me and my friendz

.::dramatizations: 04/14/05::.

Here are an excerpt from a poem and a poem from Shakespeare and Poe respectively.

Venus and Adonis
Alone

love

Ok, honestly, what is love? Is it that feeling you get when you see that someone, like you're floating on cloud ninety-nine? Or is it that feeling you get when you're apart, like you're dying inside? Or is it just a word?

What exactly is love?

Is it an unjust word used to justify an indescribable feeling? Or is it an mirage, beautiful yet fleeting?

What is love? Is it easily attained or do you waste your life searching for something that doesn't exist? Or is it in front of you, waiting for you to find it?

in the immortal words of my bf Cindee

.::dramatizations: Tazhiana is learning HTML::.

This means the two (2) ladies of the blog are learning HTML. They think it's easy. They haven't reached the advanced stuff yet. Anyway, I expect to see some great stuff from the both of them in the future.

thinking

So I was thinking about something my mother said to me recently. She said that every time you cry, you lose a piece of yourself. She also said that every time you fall in love foolishly, you destroy your chances of finding the right one, like your soul mate. I guess it was a warning against shedding unnecessary tears or falling for the wrong people, but that’s against human nature. It’s not like you have a choice who you fall for, do you?

.::dramatizations: Tao Te Ching::.

My personal quest for enlightenment has led me, tonight, to Tao Te Ching

Tao Te Ching

Can't Judge Me

Only God can judge me so I'm gone. Either love me or leave me alone.

On Dying

We all die a little each day!!!

movin' on

Ok, today was sort of interesting. I had a half day today which was actually longer than a regular day, I think. So I see my boyfriend today and he asks me for a trial separation because my ex boyfriend kisses me, not the other way around, like he cares. Anyway, he called me a few "colorful" phrases that I don't feel like repeating again. That really hurt because I do not cheat and I am very loyal and he made me seem like a ho. So all my friends are like you're better off without him, which I can't see because I really liked him. And it's all Nate's (ex) fault. So after school, I smacked him in front of all of his footballheaded friends. (a/n, can't stand football players) And then I just walked away like it was nothing. It was actually very amusing. . . but I will never, ever do that to another human being. I felt really bad for him afterwards. I guess I am oversensitive.

Mouthful of Poison

Blood spilled, heart–felt, head filled, play dead… Consider yourself now, my friend, enemy number one, you are bound and gagged, sacred circle broken trust, now the plague has been cast in your town, acid tongue venom word… Why bother to lie? Leave the lamp behind. Your mouth full of (lead and lies)… Don't walk in to fire, you might find that you'll get burned. What a find, dirty face! Guilt at last, is this a lesson that's learned? Can you hear your own blood in your veins, calling out your demise? Silence a word to the wise… Your mouth full of (lead and lies)… I can't hear you scream! Drowning so it seems your mouth is full of poison…